SoXion - Glad

I layed the rusty sharp knife next to me as I sat under the window, which unleashed a bright moonlight. Blood poured out of my freshly-made cut. The pain was unbearable and all I could do was cry my eyes until they bled. Life was cruel to me and I wanted to run away from it. However, something had stopped me from suddenly going crazy and stabbing myself in the heart with the knife.

A tear fell out of my eye, but this time it was a tear of joy. As I remembered your sweet face, it had stopped me from fading into the nothing I had become. You're bright smile and baby blue eyes which once they stare into mine makes all the pain go away. The love you have for me is stronger than any kind of suffering. I let out a  smile, just like the one when we first met, and softly spoke...

                                                     ~  "You make me Glad to be Alive".